Life the guaranteed setback

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Three steps forward

two steps back

a child is birthed

only to mourn

the unfairness of life

grief’s warranty

Four steps forward

three steps back

loss is a given

trial and error

trial and loss

loss after loss

three steps forward

two steps back

wounded and jaded

weakness has faded

only to be seen at times

in the sea saw called life

the timing is never quite right

never quite ready

yet somehow, eventually

we strive to arrive

stepping forward and back

What is Without?

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What is joy without a teardrop?

What is life without death?

What is happiness without sadness?

What is trust without deceit?

What is honor without disgrace?

What is trust without jealousy?

What is confidence without insecurities?

What is calm without chaos?

What is wisdom without folly?

What is strength without weakness?

What is Love without Hate?

What is perfection without mistakes?

What are good deeds without sin?

Perhaps simply just another unfelt blank space

I Did Not Know Until I Grew UP

I didn’t know

that my core was silky brown melanin

my hair dark, opulent essence

royal skin filled open pores relevance

that became the hindering truths

until I grew up?

I didn’t know

that my core was bleached on fumes

my hair long golden blooms

and my skin porcelain views

that became the hindering truths

until I grew up?

I didn’t know

my regal descendants’ presence

corn rows, weaves, fros of excellence

boisterous curves filled with leads

that became the hindering truths

until I grew up?

I didn’t know

that my language was unspoken

in lands foreign to my birth token

in varied shades of browns, whites, yellows, and blacks

until I grew up?

my knowledge basic arithmetic words

translating with each passing year into forms

even though I still bled in red, smiled in no language

took a breath in the same air

drank water from the same womb called earth

I didn’t know, I was different

until one day I grew up?

Words That Lift

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In the most somber moments

In the abysmal torments

Prayers were the string

Cruelty emptiness brings

A tear was shed

A sight was fed

Beyond hopes and dreams

All the beautiful things

Because prayers, wishes, and hopes

Can only take you so far

Nothing is ever perfect

Nothing is ever easy

But if you manifest and do

Figure out what works for you

The effort worth the work

Because prayers are only the string

Your work abundance shall bring

When you get into a prosperous routine

Cry If You Must My Child

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Cry if you must, my child

Don’t you know the flowers bloom

The Trees grow

The waters flow

Through winter, spring, summer, fall

Flowers wither, trees fall, floods happen

storms arrive

let the tears expel your disease

let the hurt strip you of your embryonic innocence

let your sorrows teach you lessons

that new-found wisdom can turn into blessings

Cry if you must, my child

don’t cry for the same thing again

just like those flowers

the trees, and those waters

will begin to bloom anew and shine their beauty again

feeding, nourishing abundant life & light

so will the garden of your soul

and the essence of your spirit

Because nothing in this world is permanent

not your greatest happiness

and not even your greatest sorrow

The Strength of a Pause

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Pause when you are angry

Pause when you are sad

Pause when you are happy

Pause when you are informed

Pause if you don’t know

Pause if you are hostile

Pause if you are blessed

Pause if you are stressed

Pause instead of assume

Pause and don’t abuse

Pause when judging harshly

Pause when thoughts are binding

Pause always Pause

Sometimes, we just need to Pause

be thankful, appreciate, soak in, and bathe

in the glorious blessing

Pause and dissect the turbulent

less than

Pause and Simply Breath

Emotions in Words

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Nostalgic quotes

seeping through pores

flowing words

river that flows

trespassing emotions

unwavering devotions

consuming erosion

persuading contortion

twisted commotion

intoxicated extraction

submissive action

turned into passion

emotions in words

Seasons Change

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Spring into Summer

Summer to Fall

Fall into Winter

Winter into Spring

Different Seasons?

Same Seasons?

They happen every year

Cycling ever clear

Seasons are like rivers

The Water looks the same

We never touch the same water more than once

Healing Things

Heal your mother wound

Be bold, blossom and bloom

Get over your own scorn

Transcend and mourn

Revive and be more

Heal your father scars

So they don’t become prison bars

It’s easy to blame

But much more fulfilling to aim

For a better version

Of what you should actually believe

The life you are entitled to live